Rendered & Renewed

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I’m not shouting, “I’ve been saved!”

I’m whispering, “I get lost!

That’s why I chose this way”

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I don’t speak with human pride

I’m confessing that I stumble -

needing God to be my guide

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I’m not trying to be strong

I’m professing that I’m weak

and pray for strength to carry on

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I’m not bragging of success

I’m admitting that I’ve failed

and cannot ever pay the debt

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I don’t think I know it all

I submit to my confusion

asking humbly to be taught

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I’m not claiming to be perfect

My flaws are far too visible

but God believes I’m worth it

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I still feel the sting of pain

I have my share of heartache

which is why I seek God’s name

When I say, “I am a Christian”

I do not wish to judge

I have no authority

I only know I’m loved

Copyright 1988 Carol Wimmer

      I first read this poem about four years ago, around the time I was getting serious about my Christian education. The humility conveyed in the words really spoke to me. It is an aspect of Christianity that we could all benefit from. 

      Side note, When I origionaly read this poem it was attributed to Maya Angelou. She is an awesome woman, but this poem was actually written by Carol Wimmer. Click on her name to see her site.